hari RABU punya hal~

eileen.wanted to hav a conversation with me and nisa.but nisa was so busy till she can't join us.i felt uncomfortable.sgt2.awkard.idk how to describe.p ak tauk nya mok madah apa tyme ya.so,just be ready ye ain~. eileen:ain,im seriously SORRY. ain:(dah agak dah) ohhh.sokay.*with a shit reaction* eileen:ain,y bah takrang polah mek kdak tok?*with tears falling on her face* ain:idk.just ask yourself. eileen.i got no ideas.mek x paham aie.mek x tauk phal mek xpat tahan perasaan kmk tyme kat jakim yaa.mek da family prob bh.p ktk org smua mok menjauh dari kmk tyme.i needed sum1 to talk to.p sekda sorg pun antara takrang yg dtg. ain:ohhh.im sorry. eileen:ain,sekpat ka kita start it all over again? ain:no! staun sengah mek nahan ati ngan ktk leen.i can't forget overnight.susahh leen. eileen:sekpat ka kita jadi kdak dolok? ain:seriously,we can't.maybe mek not a perfect fren for you.mek x layak mok jadi kawan ktk leen.menaa.mun tak ngga mena2 ehh.sapa yg slalu ada ngan ktk tyme tak susah and senang?fatin najue nak?nya juak yg selalu sabar ngan ktk.nya laa yg slalu ktk anok.nya juak yg slalu ngan ktk.ktk x asa serba salah ka leen?manusia ka binatang ktk?sampey ati na molah org kdak ya? eileen:smua salah kmk.ktk rang jak always betol.takrang x penah mok paham kmk. ain:its you yg xmok mek rang paham ktk.k.ktk ingat kmk x tauk ka ktk talk shit bout me mlm tdik?dgn smua ahli bilit ktk gk ya.yarabbi.murah aek mata tak hoo?mlm anok org.pagi ya nangis2 mtak maaf.ktk ingat mek apa?sekda prasaan ka? eileen:aien,mek bkan anok ktk.its not you! ain:is it a joke-that-i-forgot-to-laugh?tak ingat mek x dgr ka tak nyebut nama kmk mlm tdik? eileen:ain,sorrryyyyy.ive changed! ain:*angguk* nisa pun datang.and the conversation end.thankyou eileen.i had enough of it.

forgive and forget (:

okayy.a few words to say: i can forgive but i can't forget.seriously.u disappointed me.a lot.selalu gilak dah.dolok,maybe mek pat madah mek terkilan ngan ktk.but now,i can't lied.i hate you.yahh.kluar dah.i hate you bcoz of your mouth-like-shit yaa.a lot.sorry.i can forgive,but i won't forget.never.don't dare to dream.we can't start it all over again.guess what?you said that you hate me.a lot.even before kita klaie gik.then,sik lamak pasya,tak mintak maap ngan kmk.pasya,mlm ya.tak madah ngan org benda2 jaik sal kmk.astagh.kecewa mek leen.gilak2.pasya,mek sik tego tak.tak mintak maap gik.what the fuck?murah na wak aek mata tak?bitch ka?soi juak.sorry lahh.setaun sengah mek nahan ati knak polah tak dakya.ktk keep on sakitkan ati kmk.kmk x penah bersuara.sigek mlm ya,mek tgh jemur baju.mek dgr sora org nangis hoo.mena mek carik sapa ya.padu sora ktk.guess what?mek dgr pa yg ktk pdh.ktk pdh,kmk yang hasut nisa boh kwn ngan ktk.ktk bad-mouthing mek like kmk laa mpuan plg sial kat dunia.shitt.pahal ktk bh?